MY BUSTED WEAPON

Here goes...I was in heat in pursuing to finish my masterpiece which i was too excited for completing the piece when suddenly my weapon is broken. 80% almost done. 1 week of convincing myself if im going or not, 2days in preparation for sketches studies in which i'm having a hard time completing the pose that i want, 1 day for searching & scrolling references....then a night of truth prevails...midnight of the 10th of March, when i started to do my so called "obra", at first i was struggling doing things in a right time due to a new process i am doing, it's my first time to try and paint in digital, i wasn't aware for those tools that an digital artist painter uses but long enough i learn the process slowly but surely. I was in a middle of my momentum when my stomach growwwlll like a tiger, which i took a minute break to prepare some food and drinks to feed me in, then i got back to work quickly. Here my hand doing multitasking, working while eating when suddenly i choked and need to drink. While i'm catching to reach the glass of water, without noticing that my wacom is in my lap, it scrolled down on the floor and "BANG"!!!..huh!...it multiplied in pieces..WTF! the only words that i say!!!...i quickly try to fixed it but nothing happens, still the wacom is busted!...since i don't have spare on it and i was still in a middle of my eagerness to finish my work, i try to use the so called "mouse" which gave me a really, really hard time using it. What a night!!! why is it happen right now? why now? i keep on asking myself...dammed thing! it broke's my excitement & momentum finishing my artwork, really frustrate me for what happen. If i can't finished the artwork, i can't enter to the competition in which on the next day is the deadline....What the hell is going wrong!...waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!...obviously, on the next day my mood was not good enough to go to work or even doing some movement, i was in vain, i can't move-on... it hurt's me a lot coz i know to myself that i have a chance to win & grab that prizes. but i was a looser by my own fault, i can't refuse anyone coz i was the one who made that stupid mistake...ohhh...so sad, badly sad.....how i wish someone can donate me a spare of wacom tablet or a cintiq 22HD wacom tablet which i badly needed also to my work.


- ARTISTIKO -